I struggle with life, but then again who doesn't?
I find it hard to cope with incoming future.things were much easier when i was 5. && no i did not just realize that!I find myself in a constant wonder, why things happen the way they do.Why people think i'm weird, when i'm no different.
Why the sky is blue.
Why are hearts so easily broken.
Why are people so fake.
Why is the church so currupt.
I know the answer to these questions, but i dont know everything!
I am no know it all!
I'm nice, I do whatever i can to make you happy, I dont like to see people sad it makes me sad.
I'll talk to you no matter what...If i can i try to please you... And be a good friend..
because if i can't be much, i better try to be that.. than waste my life being nothing to anyone.
Right now, I struggle with the fact, that i have many many friends.
But rarely have a person who just completly knows how i feel right now.
I feel missunderstood. But who doesn't?
I am going through trials in my life, Changes that only i can understand.
No one can really help me, or understand how i feel. Other than God.
Often you will find me quite sad.<
But i am always smiling. I will seriously force a smile to make you happy.. so you will feel good.
I dont like my friends to hurt.. even if i hurt.. to me it seems wrong and selfish.
Personly I truggle with your scenes I honestly think they're pathetic.
i'm sick of the kids who make scenes but bash them and the kids who follow them. just so they can be the cool kids who bash scenes. because they have nothing better to do than be insecure.
scenekid=insecurity!
You know yourself, and if you read this you know i'm talking about you.
you are the person who puts down others, to take care of your own insecurity.
I've had to learn, and am still trying... to deal with you.
you hurt, kill, stab, others.
not that you're not human
Everyone has their moments, everyone has hurt someone in some way.
I point this out, because this is apart of me. It's apart of my struggle with life.
.Why do you have to be better than us.
I am in deep passionate love with.........................Music
love it, can barely live without it!
I love to meet new people and make new friends.
I love Jesus... brand that into your mind, I try harder everday to please him.
so does it get Harder and Harder.
but that's life eh?